S.O.S.

I’ll sleep in my car for another night
When I awake it will be alright, I know
That I’m letting my temper show
I’m so screwed like my dear old dad
I used to hate him now he makes me sad, I know
That I’m letting the bad parts go
And that I’m teaching them to grow

I’m sorry doesn’t mean anything
Unless I’m willing to change, but I’m set in my ways
I love you doesn’t mean anything
Unless I’m holding my heart and you’re holding a ring

Just let it be known that I know I’m wrong
Just cause I can say it doesn’t mean I’m strong, I know
That there is no low I can’t go
So if I can think it, then why can’t I change?
It looks familiar but it feels so strange, I know
That this life is about to explode
You’re going to see it all over the road

I’m sorry doesn’t mean anything
Unless I’m willing to change, but I’m set in my ways
I love you doesn’t mean anything
Unless I’m holding my heart and you’re holding a ring
I told you from the very start
That if you give me your heart I will break it apart
I won’t leave because it’s not my way
I’ll just let you down every single day

Try and see the boy behind the man
Running the controls like the Son of Sam
Running it in place as fast as he can
But time is running out for the one-man band

And I’m letting my illness show
And it’s forcing you to go

I’ll sleep in my car for another night
When I awake it will be alright, I know
That I’m letting the bad parts go
And that I’m teaching them to grow